thanks for an awesome christmas 2008!!!

yah this year Christmas was amazing!! i cant ask for anything more!!!

christmas eve i spend it with the beautiful lena.. omg soo funny we went to marcie's place and that was just crazy!!
1- marcie was in a bad mood
2- viet was being the iron chief lol
3- outside was crazy
4- KK was being awesome maid
5- lena and i ended up at GOGO Lounge on christmas lol how funny is that lol

yah and the i spent christmas with my bum who got me a cute swarovski crystal necklace which i will keep forever!!!! i love!!! never taking it off lol
when u see me next time ask to see it :)

then christmas supper i had it at my uncle jimmy's place which we did soo much stuff!! this years was sooo fun maybe i decided to be in peace with my family lol
we played games and then ate christmas dinner, more games then tea and treat time :) and finally opened gifts!!!
i got money and gift cards :)
oh and today at work one of my co workers bought me a friendship bling ring for christmas lol too cute awwwwwww lol
he is sooo funny and had a super big heart and he is straight guys lol so all u sexy ladies you should look him up on my facebook lol

oh and i got soo much text message for u guys!!!
thanks for the christmas wishes and love!!!!

yah so i hope new year will be awesome cuz this christmas 2008 was soo AMAZIN

thank you guys!!! love you all... bum, family and friends xoxoxoxox

Sometime Samurai - Kylie minogue

kylie minogue - I Know

You will never know true happiness until you have truly fully loved, and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it.

plz listen to the song tightrope properly plz at least...

some ppl dont know the real meaning of tight rope... but itz okay i do and now my love is for sale...
i been waitin a year to be with someone that meant alot to me

so yep and again alone for christmas

love is never easy but it shouldnt be soo stressful that u wanna give up cuz that means u dont love that person

i been loving someone that doesnt love me

song of the day

heaven knows just wat we are goin to do
gonna push and pull until we make it thru
gonna find a way to make it me and u
now itz time to find somthing new :)


this song is just so lovly

itz okay santa.. next year :)

yep i cried a river... a huge river two days ago :(
yah so like christmas is about being with your love ones and family... i know i have to be with mine and others with theirs... i totaly understand.
but when i heard about that the cha king was goin to be with my bum on christmas...

this really hurt my heart...

i wasnt mad or angry just super heart broken ... i swear guys my face was swimmin in my tears

:(

i dont think i ever cried that much other than when i got a blade stuck in my leg and had to go to the hospital :s not fun at all

what kills me is that they think it is all right ...
but this is not right
i feel like soo lefted out...
out of his life


but if i want this to work i have to suck it up and be all right

im a good boy and im getting better and better

but one day it will be all or nothing...
because i think i make an good bf

okay so lets change the mood of this conversation lol

yep so i started my christmas shoppin today!!!

i have a few left to do... man i love shoppin for others!!!

i have soo much great presents i cant wait!!!
i love to make ppl happy

yah so now im wearing my ring that says "make a differance"
becuase i did!!!
i sold most of all the "KIDS HELPING KIDS" Mac christmas card!!!
all the money goes to kids with aids in hospital for christmas
cuz not all of us are have family or can be with them...
i think christmas is a time for caring and loving! i did my part do yours
buy a viva glam lipgloss or lipstick :)

yah so for christmas i dont ask for much anymore.. i totaly changed... there is only one thing i really want but i dont think i will get it...

so santa itz okay i understand

maybe next year when i will do even double my aids funds from MAC i get my little present :)


cuz i think itz better to give then receive

:)

xoxoxoox

tonight song is "DREAM" by the cranberrie

gonna give the silent treatment cuz that is what he wants

okay i try to be nice and he tells me not to talk to but then askes a question??? like didnt u just tell me to shut my mouth???

im just gonna keep silent and calm

i need to get outta here

sister sister here i come...

http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=EO766_giPEI

be still my soul

im trying super hard to be a good boy and i know i can do it.

so i try not to mind about stuff or stuff i see.. and chillax

just gonna sleep on it

new GIRLS ALOUD

this was sent to me...

"To be trusted is a greater compliment than being loved"

i have to trust my bum... cuz i love him

i wanna tell u what i think!!!!!!

What'cha gonna do
When you can't say no
When he feelings start to show
Boy I really need to know
And how you gonna act
How you gonna handle that
What'cha gonna do when he wants you back!!!

my song

Well you're boring me now
First you stay then you go
If I'm kicking you out
Then it's time you should know
Oh baby

I'm so sick and tired of sitting talking to you
Yeah that's right
You never tell me anything that I wanna know 'bout your life

But baby when you touch me on my body
I love every feeling that I used to know
And baby when you touch me on my body
I'm losing my mind every time here I go

But baby when you touch me on my body
I love every feeling that I used to know
And baby when you touch me on my body
I'm losing my mind every time here I go

Baby, yeah that's right
Baby, yeah that's right

I despise that you know
I'm too weak to say no
I can scream, I can shout
But you still got a hold
Oh baby

My friend are mystified about what I see in you
When you got that right
But they don't know why I put up with all that you do
Oh 'cause you love me right
Am I an addict only hanging out for your touch?
Oh oh oh oh
Well I should go, but maybe I could see you just once
Baby one more time, ohh yeah

keep this fire burning.....

song of the day

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