hardest shit in my whole life...
but i did it...
i had soo much stuff i wanted to tell him but i choked just his face get me...
when he hugged me all i wanted to do was just stay there forever in his arms and his warm body next to mine and his heart beat next to mine....
but i had to do it.. I put my love for him away
and i found the best place to leave it.. i didn't just go to his place to give back his cd.. it was also to leave my love behind for him in his apartment... so now i have no right or way to get it back... he has my love for him now and the only way to get it back is HIM... im gonna miss him soo much and also Mo (she is awesome with her crazy eyes!!!)
so yeah i cryed soo hard driving downtown... it hurts but hey itz for the best now...
so yes im super sorry to all my friends that i wasn't myself for the past 5 months...
my biggest mistake is that if i didn't love him... him and i would be bestest friends ever because we have the same sense of humor and we both love kylie and we have similar taste in music and colors...
when we are together it just soo fun.
if only i can turn back time...
but now i have to start all new
he has my heart for him ....
when he is ready to be with me...he will give it back ...
but if not he can keep it and remember the fun times we had
RIP old heart hope to see u soon but if not itz okay i will understand
Its the path that is for us
